I am so confused right now...We've been so excited about things at this church, and now all of a sudden, Tom feels like there are power plays happening. The pastor AND the associate came in at different times yesterday and made mention of how 'disjointed' they thought the service had been. Of course, Tom took it all very personal and is feeling that he personally is being attacked! It makes no difference I'm sure to either of them, that the choir sang a song that was WAY out of their league. And amidst the struggles, they still received applause afterwards. I don't know, its just very frustrating to feel like I am trying to be the positive factor in all of this. Then today, he says that someone came in and took his computer away. Apparantly the pastor bought the computer from the church, even though no money has changed hands as of yet, but none the less, it was the one Tom used. The one that he got in exchange seems to be a piece of junk. Needless to say, Tom feels as if this has all been intentional and he is beginning to question things.

If any of you, our friends, read this blog, please commit this to prayer. We have prayed repeatedly for God to guide us in this journey and have felt that He has been doing this...But, I'll admit, this is a difficult, difficult situation to find ourselves!