Its Saturday and has been a nice day. Ive been keeping Madison, Chase's sister. She is 2 and reminds me so much of the days when I used to keep Catherine. I think its times like this when I am reminded of some of the joys of motherhood that I had to miss because of work obligations. Then I got a 'second wind' of that when I kept Catherine. That experience with her convinced me that 2 children were all God meant for me! Now, I suppose with Madison, I have the chance to think about what Grandparenting will be like! WOW, now that in itself is a scary thought!! I feel like physically and most of the time mentally that I could actually have another baby...but fortunately for all involved, GOD does not see me as a Sarah!

We will have our Christmas Musical tomorrow. It will be really good. Tom has a solo in it that literally brings me (and several others for that matter) to tears!! The words are sooooooo fitting for our situation. Here's the text:

THE PROMISE
by: Dave Clark and Mark Harris

I've been watching you
Holding on for me
Through the waiting and the wonder,
somehow you still believe if your faith is strong,
someday you will find,
it may not be like you expect it,
but I will come to you in a perfect time.
You may be waiting for the fire
when I'm calling through the rain.
You may be listening for thunder
while I'm whispering your name.
You may be searching for a sign
to let you know that it's ok
HOLD ON, Cause I'm on my way.

Isn't that incredible! THAT really is our prayer and our testimony! I DO believe and trust and we ARE HOLDING ON --because GOD IS on his way to do something spectacular in our life!