I'm so ready for christmas vacation--and yet I realize that I have so much to do before that happens...There are Christmas parties, Musicals, church events, our reception...and on and on...I received a picture today from my brother and family and I really do miss them. Perhaps God is preparing us to go there...Shoot, at this point, I just wish I knew he was preparing us FOR SOMEWHERE. I know I shouldn't be depressed, but sometimes it just overwhelms me. I try to be strong...and will continue. I gave a lady I work with a ride home today and she said..."I'll be glad when you can look back and understand."...ME TOO!!