Today has been a roller coaster day. I have had so many emotions today from aggrevated to depressed to concerned to worried to on and on.
It is the same ole constant battle for me...trying to trust God and believe that He is in control and will find us a place to serve. In my heart, I KNOW without question that he will answer our prayers and provide us the perfect place, but that doesn't eliminate my feelings. I just wish I had some kind of an 'inside track' to someone at church that could clue me in to whether we're seriously being considered there. But I realize that is not the case and that I can't ask anyone.
God, I pray that tomorrow would be a better day. I pray that you would send something my way to encourage me and remind me that you DO care ultimately and completely for us. Provide us some Manna and a ram and and a Bright Light.
It is the same ole constant battle for me...trying to trust God and believe that He is in control and will find us a place to serve. In my heart, I KNOW without question that he will answer our prayers and provide us the perfect place, but that doesn't eliminate my feelings. I just wish I had some kind of an 'inside track' to someone at church that could clue me in to whether we're seriously being considered there. But I realize that is not the case and that I can't ask anyone.
God, I pray that tomorrow would be a better day. I pray that you would send something my way to encourage me and remind me that you DO care ultimately and completely for us. Provide us some Manna and a ram and and a Bright Light.
No comments:
Post a Comment