[ Mon Nov 10, 09:38:51 AM | Diane Barden | edit ]
feel like I've caught a cold or the crud! I am trying to keep myself together and stay out of a FOG!! Tom left for the SC Baptist Convention today. I am really praying that doors will start to open for him/us.

Father God
Help me trust you even when my instincts want to question. I know completely that I can depend on the faithfulness of your Word, but I have to admit, that sometimes when I see the numbers going down in the checking account that I get a little concerned. I know that you are the one who enables there to even be any numbers there at all, but I catch myself thinking that you don't realize how fast they are going down. And yes, I am slapping myself now, saying "hello, come back to earth--you KNOW that He's fully aware of what's happening and the time factors that are involved." I know that you have allowed this to happen to us so that we can see you work in a phenomenal way in our life and I know it is nothing new to you. I'm just a little overwhelmed when I think of Christmas and gifts and all the expectations that are always a problem.

Help me God to just let you be in control and let me stay out of it!...

To...

Worship You
Trust You
See You
Believe You
Hear You
Feel You
Know You
Experience You

At the point of all of this to see your face!